I discovered quite a while ago that I cannot write these blog posts AND stay on top of everything else that my life demands of me, as a single, solitary, individual. I've begun to get a lot more done in my life, including, a lot that has 'needed doing' for a long time now. But, that has also meant that some of my blog posts have had to wait, to be written, and presented online, for you to read, when I am past the self-imposed monthly deadline, to at least get one online no later than the next-to-the-last Wednesday of every month. I've always let you know when it happens though.
Today IS the next-to-last Wednesday of this month, and I sit here sore from all the physical deep-cleaning I did for about 8 hours yesterday, and sleep-deprived, after a long night of lying in bed thinking of sad, and stressful, things that have affected me deeply, and traumatized me, even though, I wanted, and needed, sleep. Being sleep-deprived alters the entire course of my day, including, derailing productivity, as it wipes away all of my hopes and plans to energetically engage my To Do List.
So, I am letting you know that, although today IS my Target Date to publish a post online for this blog, today is not that day. I am too tired, and stressed, to try to sit here and write in any coherent way. I've even reread this note to you a few times, to try to be sure that I am being clear, because I am too tired to recall what I just typed to you. Days like this sometimes mean that I even skip my shower, and just try to get through it, with so little energy, by placing minimum demands on myself.
It's my expectation that there will be a proper blog post for this month sometime.
Deb
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